the unexpected.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

emotions are still mixed

so i heard that there is more to this "fight". how we don't tell you everything and that you feel excluded in things. we thought that you knew and i'm sorry if you didn't. this went from a stupid dance routine to us not telling you everything. i tried talking to you today. didn't really work because you wouldn't let me. you tried to talk to me but i stupidly walked away for a bag of pretzels (me gotta love my pretzels! xD) i didn't know you wanted to talk to me. if it's true that you were gonna cry on tuesday, i'm sorry. she already confronted you today so now it's my turn. i will apologize in a way that i can handle it. i don't want you to run away from my life and have us ignore each other till the end of high school. it will just break my heart into pieces. losing a friend is really hard and i don't want you to be the one i will lose in the end. everywhere i go and everything i do reminds me of you and how i really should confront you. it's starting to scare me but if it's what's supposed to happen, it will happen.

"i really wanna work this out, cause i'm tired of fighting" - icebox; omarion